been wondering...what makes you an alcoholic -cause i've been out drinking every night. but i've done that before. and then i go without drinking for weeks or months...so...??? :)
i'm just looking for stimulation, for excitement, for rock...
muse is on tour with the cure and their festival this summer. fuck they are playing on second stage and they are the best band on the bill what is UP with the stupid americans??? jesus christ help us all.
my uncle passed away last week. to celebrate his life my entire extended family joined together. we celebrated to be sure. oh such a reason to come together...
i love being back in sf for a visit...for work...to see the people i love.
i hade a mini heartbreak over the weekend. to realize you love someone so much more than you cared to admit before...to be me, to open my heart, to open the doors and then have to let it hang...to let it be and just release the emotion, without acknowledgment or acecptance, but just with trust and faith in the world. life continues to promise so much.
i hung out with some old friends on saturday...great people...i missed this...
i go back to new york city this saturday. my only plan is to go to shows and play music. i will be working on recording a solo demo in july. something simple, and done alone, but a work that i am proud of and will want to give to others - something i am willing to share. awe yeah awe yeah.
god bless the moments of weakness, the moments of pain, the realizations that lust is the love that drives life onward. ireland calls. adventure rears its head. i am never left alone. i am never lonely. even when i feel the pangs of solitude. it is simply breath releasing.
"feels like home...was i wrong? ... i belong in your arms... where the white scars of love are drawn..."
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